A Day In My Life With Chronic Illness
I decided to do something a little different today. As I’m sure many of you know, I have a chronic illness. I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome which makes daily life extremely difficult.
So today I thought I would share a typical day in my life. I took a photo of everything I did during the day and this is the result. Chronic Fatigue makes it extremely difficult for me to cope with every day life. To some it may seem like I have a very mundane existence. Unfortunately this is the reality of living with a chronic illness.
A DAY IN MY LIFE WITH CHRONIC ILLNESS
MORNING

I wake up some time around 9. I’ve found ever since being diagnosed with a chronic illness I need far more sleep than what I did previously. In the past I was able to stay up till 2-3am with no consequences. Now I find it extremely difficult to cope if I don’t get at least 12-14 hours of sleep. Ironically my Chronic Fatigue makes it very difficult to sleep.
This particular morning I wake up to find it has snowed overnight. I also have no pressing matters to be dealt with. This means I can have a lie in, hoping that I won’t be so tired during the day.

Eventually I get up. In the past I wouldn’t have bothered with breakfast. It’s always been something which made me feel slightly ill. But I’ve found with this chronic illness I really need to eat something first thing in the morning. So a banana it is.
I check the post to find out I’ve been sent two books to review. Written in the Blood by Stephen Lloyd Jones and Smiler’s Fair by Rebecca Levene. I was really surprised to get a copy of Smiler’s Fair, I requested it over a month ago.

I decide to take the dogs outside for a quick walk. Though going out is something I still find difficult it always makes me feel happier. The snow really helps too, you might be surprised to learn its not all that often we get snow in Scotland.

This guy is still quite young and hasn’t really seen a proper snow fall so he really enjoyed getting to play in the snow. My older dog still enjoys playing in the snow too. Though because of his arthritis he can’t move about like he used to.
SOME BLOG WORK
I finally sit down to work on some blog posts. Because of my chronic illness I try to have posts written in advance. This makes it much easier if I have an unexpected bad day. I’ve got a little more blog work than normal to do because of my Chronic Fatigue not playing nice with the cold weather.
I start working on a new draft post. I’m not entirely sure what the post will be about yet, I have a few photos and a vague idea of a subject. I like to do a first draft in my notebook before starting a new post in WordPress.
This notebook is my everything. I take notes in it, paint, plan out my time. This one tool is the best piece of stationery I’ve bought in a long while.
The post comes together quickly enough with words and photos. Its just a short blog post this time. I manage to get everything typed up and scheduled before lunch.
AFTERNOON

Lunch is quick and simple to make. Before having a chronic illness I never considered the possibility that being ill would make things like cooking difficult. Even thought I’m better than what I was cooking is something I still find tricky.
I take this time at lunch to rest and catch up on a few youtube videos. With Chronic Fatigue its really important to not over extend yourself. I keep having to remind myself its okay to take breaks every so often.

After lunch I decide to make some shortbread. I love shortbread and this recipe in particular because its more cake-y than some recipes I’ve found. If you go into the shops looking for shortbread you’ll probably only find thin sticks. But shortbread can be chunky too.
The other advantage of this particular shortbread recipe is how quick it is to make. Shortbread is literally just a mixture of sugar, butter and flour. I get the whole thing mixed together and into the oven in under five minutes. It takes me far longer to tidy up than it did to make.

While the shortbread is in the oven I take photos for a blog post. My photo studio set up might look slightly ridiculous but it works surprisingly well. The white foam board is cheap which makes it a great background. It also works well to reflect light so the dark side of the book isn’t quite so dark.
BLOGGING WITH A CHRONIC ILLNESS

I start working on a new book review. This is the last thing I need to do today which is good because I’m just starting to get tired. I’ve learned that with chronic illness you really need to stop before getting overtired. If you don’t things will just be worse in the long run.

I take amitriptyline every night to help me sleep. The unfortunate irony of Chronic Fatigue is it makes me tired but also unable to sleep. There are very little medications I’ve tried which help my CFS. Amitriptyline is one where the results are just slightly better than the side effects it causes.

Before going to sleep I do a quick last check of my emails. There is never usually anything which is so important it needs to be replied to straight away. I’ll also take this time to go through any comments I’ve had on my blog.
After this I’ll read something. Today I’m starting a new book. The Ocean At The End Of The Lane by Neil Gaiman. I always try to be done with my evening routing by 10. It really helps my CFS if I get enough sleep at night. Of course my CFS being a tricky thing there are always bad nights where I don’t get much sleep at all.
FINALLY
I hope that was an in depth enough look at what daily life is like for someone with a chronic illness. Of course the amount I’m able to get done in a single day can change. Some days I do more which leads to days after where I have less energy. But overall this was a good day.
I finished some blog work that I wanted to do and I didn’t feel too horrible while doing so.


98 Comments
Dagny
I really enjoyed joining you for a day, Emma!
I was thinking of you and other fans of Gaiman when a character in a book I’m currently reading was reading one.
bluchickenninja
Thank you 😀 thats really funny, the more Neil Gaiman books I read the more I realise I’m not such a huge fan of his work.
Dagny
You’ve got me beat though. I’ve never even read one of his books.
bluchickenninja
I have to agree with you there.
the Found Girl
I know how that feels 😀 Not such a big fan either, yet my house is full of his books.
Paula
I love this! We all think we have boring lives, but other people’s lives are not boring….maybe I’m just nosy 🙂
Thanks for sharing your day! (and I’m looking forward to reading The Ocean etc myself)
bluchickenninja
I know what you mean, sometimes I will go on youtube and watch daily vlogs just because its interesting to see another persons life.
tonyarmitage
Great idea – thanks for sharing. Nice to get a peek into your day .
bluchickenninja
Thanks 🙂
Rachelle
I concur…I loved hearing about your day. We are in different stages of life and yet have similar interests. I am American, 51, have grown kids, currently living in Tennessee (though still consider myself a Seattleite after living there 30 years…go Seahawks!), not working after a layoff after 17 years at former company…so at home now discovering new life. I loved hearing about your very productive day despite challenges. You are inspiring.
bluchickenninja
Thank you 🙂
ruhilrosly
I am kinda really jealous how productive your life is. Mine is kond of same everyday and it’s pretty bored actually. And to make it worst I have trouble sleeping at night and this has cause me to wake up nearly in the afternoon. I usually rely on books and milk but that doesn’t help either.
bluchickenninja
You might like to know that that was the most productive day I’ve had in a while. Its not always like that.
ruhilrosly
Well I guess everyone is pretty much the same.
thegreyeye
thanks for sharing emma, nice
bluchickenninja
Thank you for reading!
Charlie
I loved the Ocean at the End of the Lane. 🙂
bluchickenninja
I’m going to disappoint to then. I wasn’t that impressed with it hides
Charlie
Ha! I know, it wasn’t everyone’s thing. But I loved it. Don’t hide. I’m not going to throw anything.
bluchickenninja
I actually bought Stardust last week. I’m hoping it turns out better than Gaiman’s other books. I loved the movie.
Charlie
I loved Stardust. I had him sign the cover that he liked better than the cover that came out. I have to warn you though, the book and the movie aren’t the same.
bluchickenninja
I am totally not surprised to hear that the book and movie aren’t the same. Actually it makes me want to read it even more.
Charlie
While I loved the movie, I loved the book even more.
bluchickenninja
Cool, good to know.
Jonathan Pfeifer
Great idea showing a whole day in a post.
And for suffering from CFS you’re VERY productive.
And excuse my language, but: “F*%k you, chronic diseases! Go home! Nobody wants you!”
bluchickenninja
That is basically the attitude I have to it, fuck you CFS I do what I want. Though it would be nice if I could actually work.
dorne whale
A great idea for a post. You’re managing to live with a chronic disease and doing it very well. Good for you.
bluchickenninja
Thanks 🙂
kbailey374
That’s funny you did this, just last night I was thinking of doing similar. 🙂
bluchickenninja
Do it. I would love to see your version.
kbailey374
Well actually I was about 1/3 of the way thru filling my pill minder for the week. I thought, this is insane. No one would believe what I have to go through every week just to take care of THis aspect of my bipolar (and other things too) – then I started imagining a 24 hour video. People who think I do nothing and live such a lovely life… pah. 🙁
bluchickenninja
I should get one of those pill things. I am soooo bad at remembering to take my pills.
Hopkins
Thank You for sharing your day with us! And it is rather productive!
bluchickenninja
You are very welcome 🙂
Celia
Thanks for sharing your day with us! I have to say, you have such a lovely workspace!
bluchickenninja
Thank you. I may not have much space but at least it looks nice!
ghostmmnc
Thank you, Emma, for letting us join you in your day. It’s always interesting to see how other people do things, normal things at home. At least you got to go out with your puppies, to play in the snow for a bit. Great pictures! Mine would be computer, dishes, computer, laundry, computer, feed cats… somewhere in there I get to write stuff! 🙂 Love all your posts!
bluchickenninja
Oooooh I totally forgot to take a photo of my cat. Must do that next time. Thanks for reminding me!
ghostmmnc
You’re welcome! Would love to see your cat’s picture! Our 4 are always bugging me…like right now 2 are sitting here on the computer desk in front of me, while the other 2 are running around wanting attention!
bluchickenninja
My cat is sitting here on my desk too! He is probably wanting fed.
ghostmmnc
hahaha, I know the “I need food now!” that I get from the kitties. I gave in, just now, and fed them…now maybe they will go take a nap! 🙂 Have a great rest of the evening!
bluchickenninja
You too!
oxygen4thejourney
I love how organised you are! 😉
bluchickenninja
Yeah… I’m really not. Trust me 🙂
Maddie
What a lovely idea! Thanks for sharing 🙂
bluchickenninja
Thank you!!!
rgemom
I always love to read/hear how other writers get through each day. And may I just say, I LOVE your pen organizer on your desk, full of pens. I want one of those!
bluchickenninja
I have a full post about it some where (https://bluchickenninja.com/2014/05/17/copic-marker-organisation/) you can have a closer look. My dad made it for me.
Les
Think that you have a boring Life? Well, that sort of makes two of us. Being Retired now, I don’t have to be anywhere and do something that someone else wants me to do. Retirement is not all of what they say it is. During the Spring, Summer, and Fall I can always find someplace to go or something to do. The Winter months are plain Blah! To darn cold to go out there with my Nikon. Find something to do inside the house. Read my blog to see if I got any likes, or comments, but never seem to get many comments at all. Try to think of something to Post about, but Life is rather boring right now.
bluchickenninja
I wish I could say I was retired. The nice thing is you can do as little as you want and no one judges you for not having a job.
Les
Not to worry. Your time will come.
kehornsey
Was nice to be nosy and see how your day was 🙂 I was about to do something similar tomorrow! Great minds think alike ey?
bluchickenninja
Do it. I would love to see it!!!
jessicacrafts
I love this. Its great to see how other people live. Although im sure i wouldnt have anything to take pictures of. Your amazingly productive considering the CFS. Im craving shortbread now!
bluchickenninja
I mean I still get tired during the day, but I’ve found that working through the tiredness is better than going for a nap. That usually just makes me feel worse. I used to go for a walk every time I felt tired but I ended up making myself more unwell.
But you should do your own version of this. I would love to see it.
jessicacrafts
I agree about the naps, as they make me feel worse too, but its a very difficult balancing act between doing too much and not enough. Glad you’ve found the middle ground.
I might give my version of this post a go, will link it back if i do.
bluchickenninja
Yeah it definitely is a balancing act, I’m still working out quite how much I can do every day.
And you have to do your own version of this. I would love to see it!
amberarium
Woah! Your photography set up looks great! You should do a post about it 😀
bluchickenninja
My set up is literally made up of stuff I’ve been able to get for free or super cheap. Actually now that I think about it that could be an interesting post. Thanks!
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How lovely and inspiring of you to share your day with us Emma 🙂 I take amitriptyline also for fibromyalgia, neuropathy, and migraines. I’m fortunate though in that it helps me sleep. I’m a minor of a Neil Gaiman fanatic. My two favorites are American Gods and The Ocean At the End of the Lane. I’m going to try that shortbread recipe!
bluchickenninja
Yeah amitriptyline is a strange drug. I’m not taking it for pain relief but since I started it I haven’t needed to take as many pain killers. I also read somewhere that its given to kids that have problems wetting the bed.
That reminds me I need to change that recipe a bit. I used a different pan this time so the shortbread wasn’t quite as chunky as I like it.
curtisbausse
Hey, Emma, that was entertaing. If I posted the pics of my day, it would probably cure anyone’s insomnia!
bluchickenninja
If you could cure my insomnia I would be so thankful.
oawoodward
I really liked this! Might nick this idea tbh haha (will obviously credit you as inspiration!)
Also, The Ocean at the End of the Lane is seriously good, I read it on holiday this summer and loved it
bluchickenninja
Go ahead and do your own version. I would love to see it 😀
MominLuxembourg
love this! you inspired me for a newx blogpost idea 🙂
bluchickenninja
Yaay 🙂
A Fat Beach Bum
Thanks for sharing your day with us!
bluchickenninja
You’re welcome 😀
bluchickenninja
Aww thank you 🙂
Magpiemakingdo
Love this! And I don’t think it’s boring – you’re FAR more productive than I have been lately. I’ve got a similar post in the works but I’m waiting until our semester gets back in full swing, because right now the post would just be picture after picture after picture of my computer screen.
bluchickenninja
You will be please to know I had at least 5 more photos taken during the day which were all of my computer screen.
Lucy
Hey, this isn’t boring at all! It’s great getting a sneak peek into other peoples lives :). And I bloomin’ love shortbread so as others have said above I’m definitely going to try it out!
bluchickenninja
Thank you. And my entire family love that shortbread recipe. Actually I might go make some more right now!
kwekuananse1
Thanks for letting me into your life today. Where do I go to get the books that you receive via mails?
And oh, Yh you gotta show me how to schedule my posts too.
Will remember you in prayer too.
bluchickenninja
The books I got were from bookbridgr, however its only for book bloggers in the UK just now.
Scheduling posts are super easy. So go onto the page were you write a new blog post. On the right side of the page there should be a Publish box. The 4th option down should say ‘Publish immediately’ if you click the Edit next to that you can pick a date and time that you want the post to be published. Pick a date and time then click OK. And your post should be scheduled.
kwekuananse1
Thank you dear. Hope to find some book donors from UK when the club is set.
kbailey374
Wow you got 73 comments! too many to scroll through, I wasn’t sure if I answered you about making the video. I was pouring my many meds into my med caddy and thought it would make an interesting video, to talk about the things I do for love … er, bipolar … lol
bluchickenninja
Oh wow 73 comments. I didn’t realise it had that many. And I think there are still some I need to go reply to.
Do it make a video! I was actually thinking about starting to make youtube videos again.
theblogablelife
I absolutely loved this! This would be something I would love to do! Also, where did you get those white boards from to take pictures of books on? It may be cheap but it looks fab 🙂
bluchickenninja
Do it!!!!! Its A2 foam board from Hobbycraft. I think they were £2 or £3 each (I think they were on sale when I got them). Also you get a 10% student discount too!
theblogablelife
Thank you! zooms over to Hobbycraft
bluchickenninja
I wish I lived closer to Hobbycraft. I would literally be in there every week.
lubega1
I enjoyed your dayxx
bluchickenninja
Thanks 🙂
debb323
Loved sharing your day 🙂
bluchickenninja
Thank you!!!
Erin Granat
I liked this post and your photos a lot. Have you tried medicinal marijuana for CFS? Oils high in CBD don’t make you high or “stoned” and can really really help relax you and drift you off to sleep completely naturally. I’m here if you want to talk more about it!
bcparkison
Hang in there. Spring is coming.
bluchickenninja
Its already here. I think…
sb2711
Impressive 🙂
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reANNfi
an inspiring theme.. can i use it in my blog? 🙂
Nice to meet you….
Heena Rathore P.
Such an interesting post Emma! I really, really enjoyed knowing more about you 🙂
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pressonformentalhealth
I take amitriptyline too, for insomnia. Problem is it sometimes knocks me out a little too much and I struggle to get up for work in the morning!
bluchickenninja
Yeah that happens to me too. Sometimes I won’t take it if I need to get up really early the next morning.
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